I'm not a productive part of this society
I don't know if I mentioned this or not, but I want to be a writer. Correction, I AM a writer, well a writer without an audience. And this is one of the main (if only) reasons I created this blog. I wanted to post my numerous thoughts and writings.
Now, don't get scared. My writing style is very contemporary and random. You have to dig through all the grammar and spelling mistakes, and you may, if you squint hard enough see something you like, relate to, or find extremely funny.
Here is something I wrote tonight:
I'm not a productive part of this society. I get caught up on the silly and unnecessary parts of life. Like I will spend two hours awake in bed, but debating whether I should get up now, or just wait until my alarm clock rings. I'm the type of person, who will tell everyone I'm taking a trip to Paris, even though I don't have any money, no ticket and this is the seventeenth time I've boosted about my upcoming trip in three years. I'm the type of person who easily makes friends, because my low self esteem makes everyone feel like Donald Trump. I'm the type of person who never calls friends because I'm too lazy to look for their phone number or pick up the phone. I'm the kind of person who thinks it's okay to go without showering for four days because I didn't or don't plan on going outside, and I figure I can't smell myself so everything in the hygiene department must be okay. I'm the type of people who will discover the cure for cancer but is too lazy to write it down, and will forget about it in three hours. I'm the type of person who ask inappropriate questions to total strangers just because I'm really curious. I'm the type of person who you will honestly answer my inappropriate question to. I'm the type of person who will continue to smoke cigarettes after I'm diagnosed with lung cancer. I'm the type of person who will go to an AA meeting just for the coffee and interesting conversation. I'm the type of person everyone confidence in because I never have alternative objectives. I'm the type of person who is too lazy to open the door to opportunity. I am the type of person who won't finish this thought.
Posted by black-girl
at 2:52 AM EDT